Heart Translation

Buangkok

2009-02-17T22:30:00.006+08:00

Went to Sakura at Buangkok celebrate my eldest Sister Birthday which falls on 14 Feb.

Bapak ku dan mak ku....

With 2nd brother in pink and my 3rd brother in white...

Kampung Melayu....

2009-01-27T15:24:00.013+08:00

I had finished my long weekend at Pasir Ris Park. 2 nite, camping. Kampung Melayu. Hehehe. Luckily, not raining heavily.

My lovely cousins and sister...cycling.

Early Morning...

2009-01-26T23:21:00.002+08:00

The morning, somehow helps to brighten my long weekends...Thanks.

Kenduri at work...

2009-01-24T02:57:00.011+08:00

As Chinese New Year coming, my department getting more and more bizi. Last Friday...i reach home at 2.30 am. Oh gosh..and just now reach home at 1.30am. Although i hate it, but then i'm loving it. Hahaha
Last thursday...my working place organise "kenduri" bcos of bonus and so on. We manage to make ourself free for 2 hours. Frm 4.30pm to 6.30pm.

We hate the big black name tag. Very the Malaysia. Hehehe...We just received notice saying that we must wear it...Oh no !! Hehe...

Found the best spot to eat.

On the way..where the "kenduri" being organise.

And lastly...the picture above is the new High Commissioner Of Malaysia.
Datuk Hussain Nayan.

Niece birthday..

2009-01-12T00:21:00.006+08:00

My niece birthday..which falls on 9 Jan, 9 years old. Alamak! not yet buy any present for her. No time. On 11 Jan, my nephew birthday. If i'm not mistaken 3 years old. Alamak, need to buy present ke...hehehe....still small. Skip lah, next year. Boleh gitu..hehe.

And yes, i rebond my hair...haha. Yes, i know "outdated". But then i'm just loving it, no more headache and no more hair drying in the morning.

Great.....

2009-01-10T18:17:00.010+08:00

Hellooo......went to Sinaran Hati Emas, with my fren Mashita. And also her aunt, my brother and his wife. Supposed it's a $20 ticket, but Shita bought it at discounted price. $10 only each ticket. Thanks to her. It's kind of a last minute thing, didn't expect that i will be goin cos it falls on Friday. Sometime it's quite difficult for me if it happens on Friday. Will be rushing. Forget that Era dance theatre will be performing. Cos seldom Suria will call Era dance theatre . After the show ended at 1030pm, we went to Al-Ameen at Bukit Timah to eat. Co-incidence met my uncle there. He told us Hyrul Anuar and Fauzie Laily were eating. My younger sister, she just loves to take photos with artist. Then my uncle said "Come, lets take photo with them". Initially we thought he's joking. Suddenly he really brings us and introduce us to them. We were in shock. Crazy...And there we go..being introduce to them. And u know something, my adik took photo with fauzie first. After that it's my turn, then i said "oklah ambik gambar since dah terlanjur". U know what fauzie laily reply to me "macam terpaksa aje"...haha..ish..kurang asam betul.....that's not what i mean. I'm afraid the other way round.

Didn't manage to take photo with Shita, she went back early. By the way thanks to Shita. If not i will not be going.

Day at Work..

2009-01-07T00:19:00.008+08:00

My day at work on 6 Jan 2009..today stay back until 9.30pm. Kind of sleepy today at work. Tmrw hoping to go back early but then need to standby for Friday collection. As one of my fren will be on leave and i need to go back early.

The picture below...are few of my kakak kakak at work that sometimes helps to cheer me up when i'm down. The man below, is one of my officer.

Every 3 month, my working place will have rotation. Today (06 Jan 09) was the last day for the 4 guy frm JB to work in Singapore. They have been working here for 3 months. This time round all will be ladies. Cos they will be sharing 1 house provided by the Company. Their house just next to our building.

My fren edit this photo thru my phone...(wrongly spell, should have "h" at the end).

Ya Allah give me the strength, what i've done, i don't mean to do. Only god knows..Sori..I need to accept everything have change.

Foodssss.....

2009-01-04T19:02:00.004+08:00

See what i brought to work on Friday..lots of food...the Oreo for pantry..the others i keep it for myself. Haha..Food stalls is far away from my working place..especially if we have overtime....crazy man..who wants to go out..unless they have vehicle. But then who wants to volunteer...if everyday have overtime. Haha

Looking forward for Chinese New Year Holiday...if can don't want to be in Singapore..If possible. See how later.....If go also...where else if not Malaysia..haha..

No more Swensen for the moment..

2009-01-04T03:03:00.008+08:00

2nd Swensen treat frm me...this time with my brother and family...at Changi Airport

There's a reason, for each thing that happen to us. Only god knows.
(Not related above).

Brand New....

2009-01-01T01:28:00.004+08:00

Goodbye 2008....lots of things had happen in 2008. From shocking news, happy and sad. Will be a year older this year. But then luckily my birthday falls on October. It's like nearly end of the year...Hehe..Whatever Shakilah. Unexpected things will happen in our life. Always believe whatever that had and will happen, all are written from the day u r born. Always follow your heart not your brain. Some things happen so that u can change the way u look into it. Always don't forget Allah although sometimes u will forget when u r feeling happy. Cheerz...HAPPY NEW YEAR....

My Sunday...

2008-12-29T08:32:00.009+08:00

Siti Hajar's Wedding

The 4 of us....we ever work with.

Shikin....miss her alot. At last we manage to meet each other.

The group of us that went to the Show.
The title of the show is "Buih Buih Sabun". It's at NUS.

Fate

2008-12-24T23:20:00.003+08:00

There's one thing that still running in my head...regarding my sister in law's cousin. She is close with the lady that pass away. Cousin for me is like siblings, especially if she/he is someone u very close with. They just lost their grandmother early this year, now another family member gone forever. From what i heard her husband, his leg is badly injured. Smashed. Initially they were told to take cab. But they don't want. Insist to take motorcycle.

"Ajal maut dan jodoh di tangan tuhan" Life need to go on. This is Fate.

Weee..

2008-12-24T00:19:00.009+08:00

Swensen treat frm me...yeah bonus...weeee...

Life..

2008-12-23T15:01:00.002+08:00

If u read last Sunday, "Berita Minggu". About the women that is pregnant and pass away and the husband in ICU. They just married. She is my sister-in-law's cousin. Sad to hear about them.

Sometimes when we think about life, life is too short for u think about everything. As u can read, above situation, they just wanted to start a new life. Having a family. Even though u r sick, have gone thru lots of operation. If it's not time for you to go. U will still be here.

Muar Trip

2008-12-22T18:24:00.012+08:00

At last now, i can sit down and relaxed, last Friday went to Muar...it was a last minute plan, my mum and few others went on Friday morning already, as we were working we don't want to go. When suddenly in the afternoon, i received call frm my sister and said my cousin want to rent a car and go to muar..i managed to get permission from my boss to go back at 5.15pm..that's my office hours shld be. Within 1 hour i pack up my things and go to Muar...It was fun, it was an unexpected trip..We stay there till Sunday...the trip was great...I had lots of fun there.

Nite driving....from S'pore 8pm, reach there at 12am..Actually can reach there earlier, but then we lost our way. The road that we went was scary man, was dark. All of us became quiet in the car. No comment at all. Haha.When we reach Muar, they said the road that we went lots of robbery happen, cik pon..There's 1 toll only. The reason why cos it's not an express way. Saves alot but then scary...

This old man...we call him Atok Ngah..he is my nenek younger brother. The house above is the place we use to stay previously, but then now no one dare to stay there as the house have chickens staying inside and dot dot dot...Wonder how he can stay there....

The children enjoy playing at the "parit"..

The reason why we were there is because of my nenek...most of her family are there. My nenek in blue..see she was so happy.

While the nenek2 and atok2 talking..we were bizi taking photos...hehehe

Makan time..see the background...how dark it is....it's damn dark.

Actually the picture above, the place was dark ..no lights at all. It's a big "beca".
Hope will go Muar again. If not Melaka.

Yesterday, today and tmrw...

2008-12-14T18:24:00.002+08:00

Yesterday is history, today is reality and tmrw is mystery.......

Yes, yesterday is history....the history makes u realize your life today in reality, what u do in reality today will affects you the day for tmrw...but your life for tmrw will remain as mystery....the mystery let fate works it out....

Bizi.......

2008-12-13T02:17:00.002+08:00

Still bizi with my work...today i reach home at 1.15am....this is crazy...from 8am to 1.15am..more than 12 hours of working.....tmrw saturday told to come to work again...must be at work around 12.30pm....aiyoh...

There's one lady at my work place around 4os...seriously she doesn't affects my life and our life at all....she's totally a bitch...what i can say abt her...don't ever wish her good morning..cos she will never reply...talk to her when she's in the mood to talk....she have problem with all the people in the office...so whatever with this kind of people....

Hhhhmmmm.............

2008-12-06T13:50:00.004+08:00

So busy with my...work....aiyoh....reach home 12 am...imagine that...more than 12 hours of working....but then manage to watch "Muallaf" yesterday, it was directed by Yasmin Ahmad...it have been a long time i heard abt the Malaysia Actress who had bald head...Now they just release the movie....hhmm....From what i heard they release in Singapore first......

Fire

2008-12-01T23:41:00.003+08:00

Should i play with fire....when u know it's not worth...although u have a fren that have experienced it....Oh no!!! Shakilah....Think abt it....

And now what.....Just go with the flow....that's what i can said....
(Not related above)

Tagged...

2008-12-01T00:28:00.004+08:00

Dayu dah buat tau...keke..

1. What are you dreading right now?
~ 5 days of long hours working...hopefully not...next week

2. Would you rather be attacked by a big bear or a swarm of a bees?
~ attack by bears at least i can take picture with him, will be cute "kan"..keke

3. How do you eat oreos?
~ Just like that..Don't really like normal milk...chocolate milk can....

4. What size is your bed?
~ Queen. Now with pink bed sheet...Loves it..

5. Whats your least favorite movie?
~ Ever watch "Lord of the ring" at Cinema...treat by my aunty...
worst movie i ever watch in Cinema...

6. What movies could you watch over and over and still love?
~ Used to be Indonesia film "Tentang Dia"...but then that was last
time...Now.....Ayat-ayat Cinta i guess...Good story line...Love the song..
the slow one..not by Rossa...

7. Best thing to eat for breakfast?
~ Teh susu and bread with margarine or planta...during my weekend at home..
if weedays will be Milo..

8. What is your usual bedtime?
~ Weekend at least at 2am...but week days at least before 1 am...depends sometimes will be early...

9. Are you lazy?
~ Yes i'm lazy...being pampered by my mother and my elder sister....haha...
but then i believe actually i'm not lazy...believe me..hehe

10. What jewelry are you wearing?
~ earring and bracelet..bought by my younger sister and fren for my birthday..

11. Dance in the shower?
~ Ape cerite!!...Nope...

12. Who is the youngest in your family?
~ My sister....20 years old..

13. What irritates you most on the internet?
~ The pop up and virus...my anti-virus expiring..PROBLEM....Haiz..

14. What was the first thing your mom does in the morning?
~ MHI ( Malaysia Hari Ini) at TV3....starts around at 6.30 am...aduh...
pening di buatnye..luckily i go to work...suara kuat dibukanye...hehehe...

15. Have you ever peek at a stranger's cellphone in a bus? Why?
~ yes. i do sometimes...if the font is big...hehe...so watch out...hehe

16. Do you like sushi?
~ Yucks...Sushi...no way...Hate Japanese food...the smell can makes me vomit....

17. What's one thing that annoys you right now?
~ Hhhmm...

18. What's one movie that made you cry?
~ Hindi movies make me cry always...boleh buat teresak-esak..keke...

19. Favourite time of the day?
~ Morning 6 -11 am...

20. If you're borrowing a friend's toothbrush, would you smell on it before you use it?
~ Ish..no way...i will not share anyone toothbrush....Nak smell lagi..ape story nak pegi smell on it...hehe

21. ps3, ps2, or xbox game?
~ None of them...

22. Would you eat your babies?
~ Huh...!!

23. Is something worrying you?
~ Hhhmmmmm....

24. Do you use idk,LoL,Lmfao or Brb often?
~ What is Idk and Lmfao ? LoL and Brb i know..i'm not good in this shortcuts..

25. Ever met a Physco?
~ yes, few times..There's this one special physco for me thought he's a physco initially... actually he's the one i love...but then everything is too late for me...
i regret....

26. Random Word that pops up in your mind?
~ "Arr..."

27. What shoes are you wearing?
~ Nothing...at home...

28. What is your favorite card game?
~ None rite now...Previously yes..

29. What is your favorite board game?
~ Monopoly..i have the original version and football version..

30. what movie do you want to see?
~ "Wild Child"

31. Do you believe in karma?
~ Yes...

32. How big are your feet?
~ size 7...or 8...depend..

33. McDonalds/Burger King
~ Prefer Burger King..

34. What colour do you want your bedroom to be?
~ Hhmm...Love my bed room colour "Light Pink"..with striking Pink bedsheet.
My fav colour purple ok...Remember that.. I can't imagine if i need to paint my bedroom wall....."Malas"

35. Honestly, whats on your mind right now?
~ Oh no!! Ttrmw work..now it's 1.30 am already..

36. Do you wear contact lenses or glasses?
~ Nope..none of them..Luckily..

37. Did you buy something today?
~ CD..

38. What books are you reading?
~ None...not yet started reading...

39. Right handed or left handed?
~ Right-handed.

40. How many cellphones have you had and what happened to them?
~ If i'm not mistaken 3.Now planning to buy new one, 2 years contract finished long time ago...my hp battery rite now..memang kene campak tong sampah...

41. Have you ever eaten dog food?
~ Huh..!!....eeee.....

42. What color is your bedroom?
~ As i said earlier "light pink"

Who's next?
None lah sayang..

My update

2008-11-30T23:43:00.012+08:00

It have been a busy week for me..10pm finish work, reach home around 1130pm..this week will be my busy week again...hopefully not. Haiz....My internet anti-virus will be ending soon again...once it ends. I will not browse internet, till i renew it. I need to control myself...Haha.. AVG ??..See how..i don't want to happen like last time..Still struggling understanding my Home Vista Computer. End up need to reformat my computer and lost everything. Aiyoh....Hehe...

Went to JB on Saturday, my family and i had a great day there..Jalan then Makan, Makan then Jalan.. And we spot this boy looks like Anuar Zain..when young time, working at UO at Kota Raya, he wears jacket during his lunch hour...Gaya mcm Artist. kekeke...My sisters and me...thought of taking picture with him....Crazy us....

Then this supermarket at M'sia...So many foods and drinks that u can try....and u know what there's this spot they wants to promote Anlene product....there's no one there...u can drink as much as u like..and "ape lagi bedal ah"...kekeke...Have normal milk and chocolate milk...hehehe..

Yeah...At last i have new songs in my MP3..hehe...Both Ori ok....Malas nak download2..hehe.."action seh"..Keke, not in the mood downloading songs...
I have 2 CDs.....hehe..

Bought this Malay Novel at MPH at Malaysia..

Star Papaya

2008-11-23T17:31:00.002+08:00

Papaya with "Star" Shape...My fren frm Malaysia gave this papaya....it's a small size papaya and not much seeds inside.....

Never seen this before...

Ghost at Bedok

2008-11-23T01:26:00.004+08:00

Wants to go "Ghost Hunting"..?? Have own vehicle ??
There's a spot where i know u should go, and would never expect, there is a ghost there.

It's at Bedok Reservoir near to Alkaf Mosque....Yes, there's ghost there.

My uncle stay right infront the Mosque. There's a few incident i heard frm him, he did saw Pontianak there. .flying near the road there..and around the area.If u go there u can see open space field...the Chinese often use the field for prayers. The pontianak loves to fly the area too..

Recently there's a case he heard baby's crying and few days later he saw pontianak carry the baby flying together....This is scary man.
Wonder what will be my reaction if i saw her..will i faint or will i scream....Hhhmmm

Go there after "12am"...Maybe it's ur luck to see her...
Whoever go, please send my regards to her.. :-)

Holiday...

2008-11-21T00:35:00.004+08:00

End of year is coming...feels like going to Malaysia...but then where???...No plan at all......This coming Saturday maybe my mother will be going to Kuantan with her fren's child...We know their family quite well.....But then she cannot go always..the second time she wants to go..she must go with us....Kekekeke....
I heard they have horses..you can take ride with the horse..sounds interesting....Today i had overtime....went back at 9.15pm...reach home around 1030pm...Thank god tmrw is Friday...getting tired and sleepy...but luckily my day at work today..not sleepy..Hate getting sleepy at work......

Weeee

2008-11-19T22:52:00.001+08:00

Weee.....Taufik Batisah will have new album soon.....kekeke

Mc Donald......

2008-11-17T23:06:00.013+08:00

Wow...tmrw i'm going to eat Mc Donald for my lunch....there's a new Menu..
It's super double....i have to make sure no heavy breakfast tmrw.....

It's nearly end of the year...what should i buy for myself this time....i always spend on things that are not necessary....Spending makes me happy.....i should buy for myself something that can be seen..that will make me satisfied....Work is for u to spend...rite??

After thinking and seen....it's not what i wanted......Fate is the word...
(Not related to the above)

Work...Oh....Work.....

2008-11-16T22:53:00.006+08:00

It have been nearly 6 months, i'm in this new department. Not again, it seems they r going to re-shuffle people.
Alah...Again!!...Kasi lah org relak-relak sikit..kakaka..
3 months learning, 3 months expert...( boleh relak....)
I enjoyed at my counter not much work..haha.unless i need to cover at counter 1.
If being transfer, it will be within the department...(maybe).But then lazy to learnt new things and trying to get use to it..
Nevermind Shakilah...take it positively...if being transfer, u will learnt new things...it will be good for you...Hahaha

Like to disturb the pak cik.....like to talk crap....and always get to "tompang" his car to the nearest MRT...

This kak intan ( Purple Scarf ), she's a joker at work...they are Malaysians....

The pictures above taken when we r packing up to go home, 530pm on 13 Nov 2008.

The white tigers....

2008-11-15T14:03:00.005+08:00

Hhhhmmm...commit suicide...from what i read in today paper. Just started working for 4 months...He's malaysian from Sarawak...Commit Suicide...From what i know, this workers always have problem with their employer...they need to pay a lump sum of money if they want to go back to their country if not their employer will hold their passport and will not return back to them..Some end up with fighting or there's a case this boy try to swim from Singapore to Malaysia. Actually they can ask for assistance. Initially i also thought he's not commiting suicide....but then after reading today paper i believe he commit suicide...this 3 boys manage to record the scene...Hopefully..they put up in youtube...

Omar, Winnie and Jippie

Yeah.......i'm updated with news.....hahaha..

Questions...

2008-11-14T22:06:00.005+08:00

Tagged by Dayu
Did a few amendments though on the rules.

RULE #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

RULE #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by.

Continue this game by sending it to other people.

1. Do you have secrets?
Of course..you do??

2. Would you fall in love with a boy/girl younger than you?
Hhhhmmm...depends on situation...one or two years...will not be an issue for me..but then he must not look younger than me. haha

3. How long do you intend to wait for someone you really love?
Will wait....if he do really love me too...

4. What would you do with a billion dollars?
Hhhhmmm....enjoy life...just buy whatever things in my mind..

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?
My lover will be my best friend...of course a boy...

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?
So complicated....it's better being loved by someone rather than loving someone...Needs time to be love by someone but loving someone comes in just a minute.

7. Give one reason why you ~~love~~ dislike your used-to-be significant other.
~ Hhhmmm

8. If the person you secretly like is already attached, what would you do?
"Secretly like" no use.....find others...

9. What is the first thing you want to do when you're legal?
Huh !!

10. What would you do if your significant other cheats on you?
Hhmm..

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?
32....A lot of savings...

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?
My family....my family and my family

13. How contended are you currently?
A lot....

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?
Married and rich.....

15. What is your favourite colour?
Purple....

16. If you're attached but you feel as if you like someone else, what would you do?
Just be fren also....just go as per normal....

17. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?
I will forgive...but will never forget..."if" the matter is horrible...

18. What do you want to tell the someone you like?
Hhhmmm..what should i say...."Actually i like you" haha...

19. If there is a choice between lover and friends, which will you choose?
Both....can...

20. Do you believe that there's "True Love"?
Yes....it's the matter whether you believe it or not...
and giving chance for him to show it to you. It's an advice for me too...

Victims for the day.
1) None......
Do this if u want to do....

Cheerz.....!!!!!!!!!!!!

Reflections 2008 ( MUSE )

2008-11-13T22:13:00.006+08:00

Reflections 2008 ( MUSE ) was held at Republic Polytechnic on 12 Nov 2008.
My younger sister perform for the Malay Dance..The Choreography was by Fathurrahman Said.

Us....that went to the show..

U know what, i want to get refund $5 out of $10.Hehehe...the show started at 8.15pm..but then me and my brother reach there at 9pm...we didn't manage to watch half of the show. This all because there is jam at BKE. This is my first time i'm late for a show. Although raining that makes the jam worst , but the rain also help to calm us down. If i know, i should have just take public transport. The ticket was with me when my mother and my cousin were waiting for the ticket, my handphone battery flat. Everthing was like....EErrr...!! After interval then we r allowed to enter..Luckily her show is right after interval...If not..totally wasting time..But then i still felt regret..didn't manage to watch few of the programe before the interval...From what i can comment about the hip hop dance that i manage to see after the interval, there were too many people but then love the dance...it was energetic...nice dance...especially the heart beat sound..style. Luckily everthing went smoothly for the Malay dance..nothing like the fan drop or etc..i'm the one nervous for her. Overall what i can say different person have their own way to Choreograph and their own point of view. I miss to watch the Indian Cultural Group perform, i heard it was good. Haiz....!!!!

7 Eleven 2008

2008-11-11T23:55:00.003+08:00

My eldest nephew...

His birthday fall on 07 November 2008...10 years old

Bought for him FOX sweater......

Beef Steak (Malay Version)

2008-11-10T21:09:00.008+08:00

Nice captured photo....

Puan-puan dan Tuan-tuan,
Cik adik dan Cik abg ( ade ke?? ) hehe
Sila salin ini resipi ye.....

1) Bawang besar potong dadu
2) Serbuk jintan manis
3) Chilli kering
4) Serbuk lada hitam
5) Sayur kobis
7) Kacang peas
8) Kentang
8) Tomato Sauce
9) Daging "Goreng"

Ni u all agak2 aje...we get the recipe also like this....i explain sikit..
Mula2 u all make sure...tumis bawang dengan chilli dulu...important..then letak tomato sauce..Kentang dgn daging jangan letak lambat sangat...nanti tak masak..For u all punye info "Kentang" adelah agent pemekat..hehe...betul...If u all not sure...what's next and what's next to put....u all just give the recipe to ur mum...confirm they know what to do...if anything just get back to me....i will ask my mum also...hehe..

Anuar Zain......Weee....!!!!

2008-11-10T01:07:00.009+08:00

Yeah...!!! Finally...Great voice...Supposed they said it's 90 minutes show...but then end up it's 2 Hr show...I thinks they skipped the autograph section..They afraid the same thing will happen as what had happened to "UNGU".

There's this one sad song he told us, there's a story behind it..he waited for a girl for 5 years but end up she's married with someone else..that's so touching...There's one part he ask whether there is any Malaysia Media came, but it seems none of the M'sia Media came..then he said "Janji tinggal janji"....Haiz...We sit at the 4th level but infront tau...kite lambai dia nampak tau...Hehehe..Ok.. Shakilah...ape2 lah...kekeke.. But really...tak regret...worth bought the ticket..

The 4 sisters that went to Anuar Zain's concert

Rila Melati...She's pretty and sexy....

One of my most favourite photo..Taufik Batisah...i will print this photo and place it in my room....kekeke...

This is the only photo i manage to capture....when u r inside....u r not allowed to take any photo..

And u know what...this brochure cost $2...only around 10 pages....Haiz...Anuar Zain punye pasal....takpe2....For my point of view he respect people until people thought he's a gay...To the people out there nak cakap dia gay or what ....suka hati lah...janji i minat.......Cheerz...!!! :-)

Mission Singapore

2008-11-07T22:29:00.003+08:00

Ever heard about Mission Singapore.....one of my cousin active in this Mission Singapore....

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=BSGReuNvyGQ

The red shirt that's him....for more info and more videos u can check his Mission Singapore youtube....crazy him....really crazy...

Good Change

2008-11-05T23:44:00.003+08:00

Not updated with News....can ask what is Obama...is it a thing or it's a country's name....
Shakilah.....Shakilah.....wake up please....update urself please....Haha..But now i just know....Obama won....!!!!

Good Change...

Sacrifice....

2008-11-01T23:08:00.009+08:00

Today felt so sad....one of my cousin went to Madinah. His course will take 6 years....not 1, 2, 3 years....6 years....That's really long. Oh God...6 years we never know what will happen to us.....This what it is called Sacrifice..Once a year he will be coming back...Hhhmm..one year once that's not enough for me....

We know he's controlling his emotion.....he keeps on smiling....although everyone crying....

Tak pe Han nanti bila balik....boleh nikah kan kite......kekeke....
Will be missing him a lot........
Always keep in contact.....Tau Han....This where technology helps a lot....

Plain White Dress...

2008-10-29T21:54:00.003+08:00

Feelings that will never return....
Hope will find new plain white dress....
Loving u comes too late within me....
The day i realize, is too late for me....
Thanks for everything....

High School Musical 3

2008-10-27T16:03:00.004+08:00

The songs and the movie of high school musical 3 is great man...Love the songs...i brought my sister and my two nieces to watch it....we had chalet at Pasir Ris Downtown East since last Saturday....On Sunday night at 11.15 pm we watch the movie....the show ended around 1 am...

Poco-Poco Dance...

2008-10-25T14:12:00.003+08:00

Ever heard about joget "Poco-poco"...first time i heard about this also...at work...From what i heard...it's a dance from indonesian...."Poco-poco" eh, not "Pocong-pocong"...Imagine if it's Pocong-pocong dance..ok Shakilah whatever !!!...Hehehe...It's a dance that the higher classes of Malaysian..love to dance...even the youngsters...First time i saw at one of my officer open house yesterday...Similar like "Kebaya aerobic"....
Interesting to know that...

Be Cool....

2008-10-24T00:22:00.007+08:00

I hate my day today..hahaha...at work...there's up and down...we had different mind set from them at times...."Kan S'pore bus sampai ke malam ade, 1130 malam bus dah takde lagi ke?" becos before that i was like saying..."hey, kite kene balik skrg, dah 1030pm takut takde bus takde nanti kul 1130 malam".....Busuk2 dorang they have their own vehicle, if jam or what....they can just sit down in the car, " at least" Daaa.....The way she talk as if she's trying to say..."Hello, u guys always said that Singapore is good...in everything"...Cos this is not the first time she's trying to compare...EEERRRR.....!!! Ok Shakilah, calm down...calm down...Hate to talk abt unwanted things...
Today supposed i'm on MC..but then i still come to work...."Pekerja Contoh" babe...haha..The doctor still gave me MC, even though i said i don't want. He said up to u, or maybe u can still go to work and show this MC to them, if you want to be known as good staff... "Sindir nampak". Kurang asam betul.. He's my family doctor, from small. At IOI plaza. Cos my officer insist me to come to work, cos a lot of visas need to be done...I come for the sick of my frens..Not the officers...Tak main angkat2....please eh....Just now overtime sampai kul 1030 malam...wah kalau macam gini slalu next month..boleh dapat 20 ribu..Haha..just kidding..

And now u know what, mati aku....i just realised i lost my passport size photograph,
3 pieces...all different...OH NO....Jangan org jumpe, then put it somewhere2..eeee...mati mati........

New Update...

2008-10-22T23:49:00.009+08:00

Hi...lots of things i need to edit here....later i will edit...Sempena my birthday..chewah...!! I update my blog...I seldom write or type since i'm working in this company...there will be lots of spelling error..haha..i need to do something about it....I really want to thanks my friends at work, friends and new friends for all the wishes...and not forgeting my family too..Lots of small suprises i had today..You know...I'm falling in love with facebook now...hahaha....

This cake is given by my colleague...didn't expect they will give cake to me...cos actually i'm still new in this department, just 5 mths...so sweet of them.... i'm glad that i've changed my department...so far i'm happy in my new department.."So far lah kan".So stressful in my old department..no time to talk2.
Lagi2 dengan officer yg suka belanja makan..kekeke..like just now unexpected my officer bought mee goreng..satu tray...siap ngan pisang lagi bawak.... At last i have a lot of foods...i have mee hun goreng i bought in the morning (ingat nak makan untuk lunch), i kirim my fren to buy rendang burger (for lunch also)

The picture above are few of my colleagues.....bukan talk2 aje...have enough time to sleep....sampai tak leh bangun...the picture above was taken during fasting month lunch break...suppose need to open counter at 230pm...but then...my frens call me like hell...i didn't wake up...fasting month....rasa penat babe...see my naughty frens..took picture of me...while i was sleeping...k..k..k sambung about my birthday....
When i reach home my family bought for me small cake...my nieces tak sabar tunggu Cik Shaki dia balik...kene overtime that day....Dorang yg excited giler...when i'm back home

My adik gave me earing..

One of my colleague gave me bracelet...

Ok le..that's all for now...will update again if there is interesting blog to post...Any way now i'm looking forward to go Anuar Zain Concert..bought $80 ticket..To the people out there...who don't like him..."whatever"....I really like his voice...my officers bought $160 ticket...Alamak that's too expensive for me....$80 that's what i can afford..going with my sisters.....total 4 of us..

"Gawai" Day

2008-06-15T01:23:00.008+08:00

Gawai is a festival celebrated by the Sarawak's people. We have been served with Sarawak's food...One of my favourite is the cake....it's quite expensive...a cupcake size can cost around 9 ringgit each...yes...true...

Kala Malam Bulan Mengambang

2008-05-12T00:34:00.006+08:00

I got tickets from my working place to attend the screening of the movies for the Malaysian Film Week. Ask for KL Drift and duyung...but then end up get "Kala Malam Bulan Mengambang"...It's black and white movie...all the way until the end.....Hhhmmm nak bagus...ok lah...it's a comedy film.....the main actor is Rosyam nor....Since Farid Kamil and Bront Palarae were there...so take picture "lor!"....Bront Palarae he ever act in dramas...such as "Tsunami" and other dramas.....

Terpaksa Rela

2008-05-09T23:28:00.003+08:00

"Relaku Pujuk"...............Oh my god....the drama.....So...sad....No more "Relaku Pujuk" from him to me.......Hope he watch this drama....Thanks for everything...

LOVE IT SOOOO MUCH......!!!!!

2007-10-24T23:46:00.000+08:00

Sweet of my Brother and Sister-in-law, they sent the flower, card and MP3 to my working place. Really appreciate it. LOVE it so much...........

I got this from my working place. It's from Malaysia Agong. Kuih Raya.

TAUFIK B......

2007-09-15T00:46:00.000+08:00

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=d59c_GtIAok

Can i be part of Taufik Batisah family?.....Hehehe...

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MmKD243NGaE

Taufik Sang Hindustan Song.....DIWALE....

Good and Bad

2007-08-26T14:51:00.000+08:00

There's a reason for every good and bad things happen.

MY TOP TEN SONGS FOR THE MOMENT

2007-08-19T22:27:00.000+08:00

1 - Maroon 5_Wake up call
2 - Rihanna_Rehab
3 - Maroon 5_Little of your time
4 - Maroon 5_Can't Stop
5 - Dewi_Roman Picisan
6 - Dewi_Dokter Cinta
7 - Gigi_Nakal
8 - Rossa_Atas nama cinta
9 - Iklim_Blues Terengganu Kita
10 - Rihanna_Shut up and drive

Shocked....

2007-08-04T19:16:00.000+08:00

Actually on Sat and Sunday...i'm off...but today my boss wants us to come to work. From Monday to Friday i've been waking up at 5.30 am...and sleep at 1.00 am...Today i have to reach work at 9.00 am. supposed to wake up at 6.30am. But end up waking up at 7.10am...And u know what i was like so sleepy, cannot open my eye. Wanted to see the clock outside....i fell down...Jatuh giler punye...tercampak dari bilik sampai keluar....When i dah terjatuh...i continue sitting and smile to myself....Pagi2 dah jatuh....Tersangkut, tak perasan ade bantal kat bawah...Sigh....hehe....

NO SMSing for the moment.........

2007-08-02T23:38:00.000+08:00

I think i will hate SMS for whole my life, i think i'm not good in SMSing and reading SMS....SMS can mess up your life....the tone that u try to use will never be the same as the actual tone...although you tried very hard to use the right tone....Sometimes the message that u try to tell will never be the same meaning from what the other party will read. Only one message can mess up everything. For the moment now....i will not reply any SMS.......i will just call directly once i received an SMS.....
Sometimes things will not be the same as what we expected to happen....Sometimes we try to be nice to everybody...but u can't help if there is people who don't like your attitude...we can't please everybody.....sometime we thought we r nice.....but there's surely a thing that makes people hate about you....as i said earlier we can't please everybody...just go with the flow......Sometimes we thought she/he is the right person that we can slow talk with, but no.......i'm wrong.....it's seems jealousy that make her hate me...what's so lucky in being me.....Thanks for telling me how lucky i am......

Tired.....

2007-08-02T00:11:00.000+08:00

U know what i woke up late, just now morning. Supposed to wake up at 5.30 but i woke up at 6.30am. I will not take cab from my place anymore, serik, there's one time, i woke up late, but that time i was at my sister's place, at sembawang, i thought it was ok to take cab, i put a budget of $13-$14, but then it was $20....aarr...regret man....today i didn't take cab, but i take my own sweet time and take MRT as per normal....That time when i take cab, no much difference, i meant the timing. Because of the heavy traffic. But if i woke up late again, in this short period, i think i will take MC...but hopefully i will not wake up again, especially in this short period of time...I don't want to take any MC or Leave.....Save for the last...Hehehe...The reason i woke up late, this is all because of this Apek...stupid apek!!....at 3.40am...there's this apek call me..."Wrong No."....AAARRRRR...i thought it was my alarm....skali tgk pukul 3.40am....ape lagi...tidolah balik.....
Just now time balik keje.....ade cerite kelakar....i smile to myself...at last people will thought i crazy....There's this one lady....Ngantuk giler.....We always saw people sleep in MRT.....Kite pun tido kat MRT ....takkan tak pernah pulakan....jgn nak bedek....OK...
Yg selalu i saw people..akan terlentok ....semakin kebawah..semakin kebawah...kadang2 tu same cantik dia sandar kat bahu kite..But this lady...i said..paling teruk yg shakilah pernah nampak....dia pusing satu dunia....hahaha...She goes to the left, to the right, to the front, to the back, to right again, to the left again, to the front again, dua kali pandang macam "The Ring"....Her face covered with her hair...crazy i said... And u know what i manage to record the sleeping lady....Hehehehe...ShhhHH!!!!!....There's this one time, in the MRT...i stand near the door...there's a lot of people in the MRT...My bag can be so-called quite big, u know this KANCONG people want to get out of the MRT....My bag tersangkut kat badan org yg nak keluar, ape lagi dengan my bag skali terikut keluar...I try to pull the bag...susah nak tarik kau....There's this uncle beside me...laugh at me....Memang pun kelakar.....hehehe...

Artist....

2007-07-28T21:59:00.000+08:00

Hey u know what, i met Man Toyak at my working place, he's a policeman from Jurong. He came twice, thursday and friday. And another shocking news my adik receive call from Shah Iskandar, last wednesday he wish Happy Birthday to my adik. Shah was her fren fren...U get what i meant..Happy giler dia. If u want to know about local artist u can ask my adik....but plz not me ok....if u want to ask me about Taufik Batisah can, no problem.....hehehe

With imran, the magician...haha

I like this group photo....because i like this photo. Haha
You know why....cos i don't know why. Haha.

Dissolve

2007-07-15T21:21:00.000+08:00

Let time dissolve problem slowly. But it doesn't meant we didn't take the problem seriously. Just go with flow.

2 F

2007-05-31T23:36:00.000+08:00

Forgive doesn't meant forget.

With Love...

2007-05-12T15:22:00.000+08:00

Your smile
Your joke
Your last word
Our last gathering
Our last hug
We will never forget

Although we seldom meet
Although we are far away
You are always in our heart

You left us eve of Mother's Day

With luv....to my grandmum, Che...

At Victoria Theatre

2007-04-29T02:08:00.000+08:00

My Lovely Cousins......We Grown up together....

Met Hyrul

Running

2007-04-25T22:45:00.000+08:00

Maybe i don't like it.
But doesn't meant i hate it 100%.
Cos it's running.
Running till the end.

Just Shut Up

2007-04-11T20:51:00.000+08:00

If you don't like what she's doing..then just shut your stupid bitch mouth. So simple. As long she doesn't disturb you.

Life

2007-03-24T00:51:00.000+08:00

I know what i'm going through is obviously not as bad as you. I don't meant to said that it's the same. It's hard to explain. It's better for me to stop the conversation than to drag abt it. I envy your strength.

Plain white dress which you comfortable to wear or fancy white dress which looks nice but not comfortable when you wear it. Which one should I choose? Plain or fancy.....!!!!! I prefer the fancy one but .......... Sometimes it's difficult to say which one is plain and which one is fancy.....It's the matter on how you dress it up.....Still can't make up my mind........

Past is past, Past not yet past

2007-03-22T14:32:00.000+08:00

Sometimes we are afraid to recall past things, but when it comes again we become more careful. The effect of past things, is how we look into it. We try to change faith, but we can't run from the faith that binds us.

Hope

2007-02-24T17:18:00.000+08:00

I'm starting to hope for sunny till afternoon.

Hope there's no rain at midday.

In Love........!

2007-02-21T15:19:00.000+08:00

Ala ala cupcake...memang pun cupcake....haha...
My sister made ok....
Nice tak picture "above"...I'm the one who took the picture ok...
Kalau tak lawa buat2 lah cakap lawa...haha

I'm so much in love with this cupcakes "below"....
Planning to do it on our own....

10 Things that u might not know Abt Me.......

2007-02-18T22:38:00.000+08:00

1. Do you eat breakfast?
Yes, of course, it's a must for me. Teh susu and bread. It's a staple drink for us.

2 Do you feel to eat anything?
Coffee and toast bread. Ala ala Ya Kun Toast gitu.

3. Do you eat spicy food?
I eat spicy food but not too spicy.

4. What programme are you watching?
Sepet at Suria.

5. How many time you went to Malaysia each year?
Depends, last year (2006) i count 7 times.

6. What is your favourite colour?
Purple and White.

7. First movie i watch in Cinema?
If i'm not wrong, Casper...the ghost cartoon.

8. What's the last clothe you bought?
1 big pants, bought at Bugis, no idea how to wear it.

9. Do you always drink gassy drinks?
Seldom.

10. What do you know abt the future?
I have grandchildren....haha.

My baby girls and baby boys..........

2007-02-16T00:02:00.000+08:00

Glow

2007-02-15T15:13:00.000+08:00

Hhhmm...patutlah....you also in it. Oh k...
Becoming more popular and more girls around you le...nampaknye...Haha.
Anyway wish you gd luck..It seems this is the first real stepping stone for you guys..Good Luck....!!!

Nowdays the moment i see your face..my mood turns down. Not as before. Miss the good and bad time we had together. Am i the one who's going backwards or you guys have better people around. Hope this feeling in me, will fade away. Although i tried to hide it, but i can feel the glow doesn't feel the same.

Behind

2007-02-10T21:52:00.000+08:00

There's always a reason behind every single things. YES..!! Every single things. Even the lizard that you saw. Or even the apek that you that you saw at your void deck.

SINGAPORE WON....!!!!

2007-02-05T14:02:00.000+08:00

THAILAND BALIK KAMPUNG LELEH.........Hehehe

Chicken

2007-02-01T17:03:00.000+08:00

"Chickens are Plucked, Eyebrows are Tweezed"

I like this phrase....

Think for yourself.........

Kelantan Lane......

2007-01-31T17:12:00.000+08:00

Today when i woke up, i've been shocked with a news...my mother's friend passed away this morning. Just last week, this lady and her another friend, told my mum, that they wanted to come to my house. But at last, they didn't turn up. Cos have something on.
Something we didn't expect will always waiting for us. It only about time.

Yeah !!!!!...9 march 2007, i will be going to.........
Let me give some clue....

Misha omar, Nora, Danny (X-factor), Syed Aiman (Linda Rafar Husband).
Nasi Kerabu....
Satu ria....dua ria....tiga ria....
Seleke make...
Comel....
Gewe....

Kelantan le....
My father's side family. The last time i went was in 2005. But the last time i went there with my siblings...was in 1998. That time i just got my PSLE results..if i'm not wrong on the same day i went to kelantan. Crazy that long. The journey to Kelantan takes 13 hours. Yes, 13 hours in the bus. Quite get used to it actually. But not really.Haha. I will make sure, i make myself really sleepy before i go. So that when i'm in bus, i can sleep the whole night. Hehe. If not it will make my head upside down. I will be moving from here at 7.30pm. Most probably i will be reaching Kelantan at 8.30am, the next day. Lucky i have MP3 with me. One whole night, listening to music. Hehe..I have to buy lots of battery for my MP3...Standby. I can't wait to eat Nasi kerabu, all that. Hhmm...Yum yum. Nasi kerabu is made of blue rice and gravy.

I just got another news...Klub K...a programme at Suria....I love to see one of the host....Sharin Azhar (wrong spelling i guest)....Arrrr......i will follow the programme....Hehehe....Always seeing him as a host in expo.....Anak dia ramai tau......so girls stay away.......Hehe

Definition Of Love ??

2007-01-08T14:23:00.000+08:00

Thanks for loving me more than i do "like" you. Yes, before this you always left me breathless but the breathless makes me, to meet you again and wants to know who you are. But sometimes the way you treat me makes me to think, am i choosy, am i ready, am i ego, are you a psycho...... many questions came out from my mind. Definition of love is so much complicated as i grow.

What i can say is that i need space, time and understanding from you.

Countdown 2007

2007-01-01T20:17:00.000+08:00

We went to Countdown 2007 at Vevocity, went with my sister..........i have to thanks to my brother for convincing mother......Hahaha....actually my sister got free tickets from Taufik Batisah Official website........We met with other Taufik Batisah Finatics.....Coincidence we know one of them......The show ends about 12.45am....we manage to catch the last train....when we at Tampines interchange almost around 1.30am....there's only few bus operating 24hrs....we decide to walk from Tampines Interchange to Home.....Haha...Crazy....While on the way back i met Nash and Terence...duduk kat bawah shelter....hahaha....they went to Orchard Countdown........Alamak...i forget to tell there's one funny incidence happen on stage, before the show go live on TV5....there's few bands performing......There's this group.....he's big in size (Vocalist), that time he just started to sing his first song. While he was jumping on the stage......you know what he fell down......OH GOSH!!!!....That's is damn embarassing...instead of waking up immediately, he look at his friend who's on guitar.....his friend just smile at him.....Ialah takan nak tolong dia bangun pulak kan..After 5 second standing up, he have to start singing. Kelakar giler...kesian pun ade......Before he fells down....when they start the music....people like quiet...After he falls down....He have many supporters....Hehehe....The floor was quite slippery as it was raining that time. I think that was the most memorable thing that happen to him in 2006. Hehe........

Night at the Museum with Cousins....

2006-12-30T15:21:00.000+08:00

Outside the museum

Inside the museum

Malay film exhibition

Malay kebaya exhibition

My Photos

2006-12-26T00:21:00.000+08:00

Way to Atok Ngah's House....

Memorable Techno Car....

Nice scenery

Way to the house we stay.....

Another scenery....in front of the house we stay.....

Nice picture of her with Taufik..Jealous...

End up taking photo.....with him like this...fed up...Malas nak cerite....
Sunplaza (Sembawang)

Confuse........

2006-12-25T00:29:00.000+08:00

How true is this statement......confuse.....
"It's better to be loved by someone then to love someone"

Kampung Suite

2006-12-14T00:00:00.000+08:00

I want to watch "Cinta"..and also "Cicakman", i want to see the Malay action movie.....Yeah!!, this Friday morning i will be going to Muar....Really miss the kampung life....Will be coming back on Monday, no idea what time.

One experience that i don't want to forget when i'm working at hospital is when i'm shifted to work at delivery suite. Especially at night shift. That's the only time that i get to enter Delivery Suite. Only husband and staff allowed to enter. Other than that, "NOT ALLOWED" to enter at all. That's the time, for the first time in my life, i enter the rooms in the delivery suite. Maybe, the other time, i'm allowed to enter is when i'm giving birth, no idea when it will be. HAHAHA.
There's one time i saw a newborn baby, yes a real newborn baby. Belum bersihkan badan lagi, still red and patches here and there. When i saw that for the first time in my life, bulu roma berdiri....how great Allah is. Then there's another patient, her stomach macam nak meletup gitu, scary to see. There's this one couple, that time was at night, i need to get his husband signature. When i enter, his wife couldn't sleep, although she closed her eye, when i call her once, "Sorry........", she woke up immediately, nak sarat mengandung siapa tak fikiran gitu kan. Si Husband dia ni, tidur lena giler i said. Hahaha...see macam mane kaum hawa memperjuangkan diri untuk melahirkan anak......the reason why i ter recalled the story above is when i watch repeat programme at Suria. I don't know what the title of the programme, the host Oni, Rozza and Mastura Ahmad.

CATS

2006-12-13T00:12:00.000+08:00

The cats i mention below are few out of 40 cats that still in my memories..........Quite regret that i didn't took their photos.....Maybe i will try to find from my aunty and scan it....One day..

Rainbow - Rainbow is the first cat that my aunty look after. This where my aunty's loves to cats grew more stronger. He's the leader, the other cats respect him. He got a backbone problem, since he fell down from a 2 storey terrace. He has an orange stripe. He has a fierce looking face.

Kathy - Kathy is a big size female cat. She loves children. She's quiet at times but she's lovely and cute. She likes to sit like humans do. Just imagine with her big stomach. When you rub, at her back near her tails, she will tuck out her tongue. She also know how to massage people. But, I said, once she's on top of you body. You will scream, especially that time we r small kids, she so heavy.

Wilson - Wilson is Kathy's brother. He's another big size male cat. He has a fierce looking face. He loves to sit at the staircase. Whoever use the staircase, he will make noise. When you touch him, if you are unlucky, he will bite you. But as he grew more older, he's more quiet and patience.

Garfield - Garfield, as what u know "Garfield's" character in cartoon, he's kind of like that. He's lazy. He's fur not like normal cat, he can be so called persian cat. But he doesn't has a long fur like normal persian have. Love to sit and relaxe. He has a stuck up face. He loves to massage people. Sometimes he's quite fierce. But i said, when the cat massage, sometimes they will use their paws. That will makes u don't like. But they look so cute when they do that.

Stacey and Pepper - Both of this female cats r siblings. They r also, Garfield's sister. They r beautiful and quiet. But don't ever try to touch her, cause they will surely bite you. Even if they saw you look at them, they will make noise. They have their own spot, that was at the kitchen. Right at the corner.

Prince - Prince is Garfield's son. He's a persian cat. He has a long nice fur. He don't like anybody to touch him accept his owner (my aunty), he's the only cat that have been given permission to enter her room and sleep with her. He's black and white in colour, just like his father.

Rex - Rex is a cat that is orange in colours. And has a litle bit of stripes. He loves to drink water from the tap.

Ok le....that's all for now....tired of typing.....

Past is Past

2006-12-12T18:47:00.000+08:00

Although sometimes its hurt to think about the past but the past is important for you to appreciate the present.The past also makes who you are now. When you encounter great difficulties, you will learnt to appreciate the small things. Things that you never realise before this.

Plan...plan..

2006-12-11T20:18:00.000+08:00

If the plan didn't work out, after this i will just keep myself quiet....I'm sick and tired....

Christmas Tree

2006-12-01T14:37:00.000+08:00

If me "Christmas tree" then she "Santa Clause" ........Eeeehh.....Hahaha

Break down

2006-11-28T00:26:00.000+08:00

Computer break down for 3 days....hopefully nothing will happen again...
VCD player break down............
DVD player break down...........
If computer spoilt..i left with tv and radio only in my room....no man....!!!
2 cousins from KELANTAN came to my house last friday...just went back yesterday afternoon..
Going to miss them alot....i hope this chinese year holiday....we can go back to KELANTAN...
I HOPE....I HOPE.....I HOPE....

I heard there's an incident happened at esplanade area, last saturday......ade org bawak "PARANG", and few people get hurt....

Never Know

2006-11-21T23:30:00.001+08:00

How the sore eyes started...
First my niece
Then me
Then my mother
Then my younger sister
Then my elder sister

Scary Man....
My another niece, my brother-in-law and her wife(sister).....UNDER WAITING LIST...They r hoping to get so that they can get long days of MC....haha.....

** ~~~~ ** ~~~~ ** ~~~~ ** ~~~~ ** ~~~~ ** ~~~~ ** ~~~~ ** ~~~~

*Jealousy....see the dearth of others and you will be grateful with you
have.
*We never know how our story ends...........

Wave of Life

2006-11-20T14:03:00.000+08:00

Wave of life, nobody anticipate.
It's not that i deliberately cause you the pain.
Nobody knows the content of my heart.
Thanks to emerge in my life.
Now as your friend, i hope you will be blissfully happy with the one you love.

2nd Sore Eyes

2006-11-17T21:26:00.000+08:00

Arrr...Now my left eye....Habis...Macam mata goldfish lah nampaknye......yesterday night i couldn't sleep because of my right eye....today my left eye.....Tension gini.....Just now i went to the doctor....he said it's quite bad....maybe it will take a week to cure....eer.....tension..tension...tension...

Sore Eye

2006-11-17T00:23:00.000+08:00

Aku kene sore eye....Arrr....Dah berape lame tak kene sore eye...I can't remember when is the last time...i'm infected with this sore eye....It's like 12 years ago.....Mata pedih....macam kene masuk pasir gitu.....Kesian kan. Hehehe. The first person kene sore eyes, is my anak saudara....If it becomes more worst tomorrow, then no choice i have to see doctor. Mata dah sepet sebelah...

Persons

2006-11-15T02:01:00.000+08:00

Person A - Don't say it, if u don't meant it.
Person B - Why don't u just born to be dumb and deaf.
Person B & C - Jealousy...See the dearth of others and you will be grateful with what you have.
Person D - Confused.
Person E - Don't float in the air.
Myself - Not perfect.
Conclusion = Nobody perfect.

Don't start it if u don't like it. Don't ever lie to yourself, if you feel happy, just show that u r happy, don't ever control yourself and choose to be moody and sad.

Hari Raya

2006-10-30T20:17:00.000+08:00

My bro and his wife.

My siblings and in-laws.

Cousins

Arr....since eve of Hari Raya i'm not feeling well..My running nose and voice getting better. But my coughing day by day getting worst. Macam nak muntah if once i start coughing. See how bad my coughing is. Have been nearly a week, celebrating Hari Raya. Cepat betul masa...cepat tua. Hehe. Macam nak rewind gitu. Nevermind can continue this coming wkend. Above pictures is few of my family members. Cau....

Percayalah

2006-10-06T00:18:00.000+08:00

Percayalah pada diri sendiri
Hargailah orang yang menyayangi kamu
Sebelum mereka melangkah jauh
Buatlah apa yang kita mampu hari ini
Sebelum kita pikir hari esok
Kerana hari esok tidak akan ada
Tanpa membuat apa-apa hari ini
Kesidihan, kerisauan, kerinduan,
Kegelisah, kebingungan, kemurungan
Semua adalah cebisan hidup
Tenang adalah kunci hidup
Hidup tidak akan ada kegembiraan tanpa
Cebisan Hidup
Keberanian tidak akan ada tanpa kesungguhan
Kerinduan tidak akan ada tanpa cinta
Cintai dan hargailah orang yg menyanyangi kamu

2 Mths

2006-10-03T21:57:00.000+08:00

Actually it's difficult for me to make this decision. I decide to resign from my job. It have been 2 mths i've been working in this big firm. The main reason i wants to resign is that i can't cope with the job. Yesterday, it was my bad day. There's one patient scold me like hell. Yes, like hell. Just imagine, he scolds me when all the 3 supervisors were there and the manager was in the room. He shouts at me and makes so much noise. I feel like crying at the counter, but i tried my best not to cry at all. I manage to control myself. I think there's no need to tell the reason why he scolds me, it will just makes me sick. Of course, end up seeing my manager. She could clearly hear him shouting like hell.
In the 2 mths i try my very best to learn most of the things. Since i've been working 2 mths there's quite a number of mistakes i've done. Yes, it's true, all of us learnt from mistakes but now it's to an extend i can't handle the stress anymore. With shift working, makes me more sick. Especially night shift, oh god, damn sick.
I know after i resigned, i will have a very cliche question, people will be asking "WHY". I can't make people satisfied, with the answer i will be giving. I know my own weakness and strength. And i don't like people to force me to do something that i don't want at all anymore. I just hate it. I admit, i can be very stubborn at times.

Enjoy Life........

2006-08-18T23:07:00.000+08:00

People just say anything to bring a person down. Cuma ada satu kunci yg kite boleh pengang ia itu, percaya pada diri sendiri dan jangan sesekali berputus asa, berusaha dan terus berusaha, belajar dari kesilapan. Always enjoy life and see each morning as a miracle of life. Pembacaan dan pengalaman yg mematangkan kite. Uniknye setiap individu itu terletak pada keikhlasan dan kejujuran. Not jealousy that we must have but grateful and a source of motivation. Ingat setiap org yg kite jumpe atau setiap masalah yg kita alami tidaklah sia-sia. Ade hikmah di sebaliknye.

BOTH

2006-08-09T15:06:00.000+08:00

I want to be with both of them. Sick and tired, giving all sort of reason, to be with either one of them. I wish, i wish and i wish again. Hopefully we will unite as one again.

A song i like

2006-08-06T17:02:00.000+08:00

SAMSONS - Naluri Lelaki

Aku adalah lelaki yg tak pernah lelah mencari wanita
Aku adalah lelaki yg selalu gundah menunggu wanita
Aku adalah lelaki yg pantang menyerah memikat wanita
Aku adalah lelaki yg selalu gunding dibuai wanita

Tolong dekati aku, Tolong hampiri aku, Tolong jamahi aku
Agar aku bijaksana, Agar aku bahagia, Agar aku merasakan cinta, Mu
Naluriku sebagai lelaki membuatku mengginginkan berjuta wanita di sisiku
Naluriku sebagai lelaki membuatku merindukan pujaan dari wanita
Aku adalah lelaki yg pantang menyerah memikat wanita
Aku adalah lelaki yg selalu ingin dibuai wanita
Tolong dekati aku, Tolong hampiri aku, Tolong jamahi aku
Agar aku bijaksana, Agar aku bahagia, Agar aku merasakan cinta, Mu
Naluriku sebagai lelaki membuatku mengginginkan berjuta wanita di sisiku
Naluriku sebagai lelaki membuatku merindukan pujaan dari wanita

I love this song. Cos it tells how important a women is, in a men's life. Feel appreciated. That's what i feel.

Mind

2006-08-04T21:19:00.000+08:00

A lot of things to know in short period of time. I really need to focus.

I don't understand what's in your mind. From the day i know you, it seems u have only one main thing in your mind. I just think it's time for me to speak what's in my mind. Sorry if u don't like it.

Allah loves him more

2006-07-30T12:53:00.000+08:00

The first thing that i read this morning is the article dalam Berita Minggu, about Hani Mohsin. I cried when i read the article, especially, about Serina. It really touches my heart. Ajal dan maut di tangan tuhan. Tak kira usia. He have everything in life, i meant big house, landskape yg lawa and etc. But actually, he's lonely. Kalau petang2, if he have nothing to do, dia akan pegi ke pusara ibu dia. Mohsin anak tunggal dan anak yatim. He have nobody in life, except her only child. The marriage between him and Datin Tiara. Datin Tiara yg uruskan jenazahnya. Tadi, racangan Melody, Malaysia nye programe, ade cerite about Hani. They also have taken video. Really, sedih. He still keeps, Serina's picture in his wallet.
Mohsin pernah meluahkan perasaan, sepanjang Allahyarham di dalam industri hiburan, tiada satu anugerah pun yang pernah diterimanya. Allahyarham juga merasakan seolah-olah penglibatannya sebagai pelakon tidak pernah dihargai .
“Setiap kali adik ( Serina ) teringatkan kata-kata itu, adik menangis. Sampailah dia mati, hajatnya untuk pegang anugerah tidak kesampaian." - Utusan Malaysia-
Bila seseorang sudah meninggal barulah diberi penghargaan. This is what it's called "Life". Allah loves him more. Mudah-mudahan Allah menempatkan Allahyarham dalam kalangan umatnya yang beriman dan memberi ketabahan kepada mereka yang merinduinya.

INTERESTING TEXT

2006-07-29T14:18:00.000+08:00

Many Singaporeans pronounce "banana" as ban-nar-nar when it should be ber-nar-ner. The other word is "umbrella", whose last syllable is pronounced as lar instead of ler. But Singaporeans have no trouble with the word "camera".
From : Say It Right - Today

RULES FOR MY BLOG

2006-07-28T00:04:00.000+08:00

The rules for my blog are simple : No negative thoughts and i don't have to write it everyday. Simply list things about my day or week that please me. It can be as large as scoring. As or as small as the smell of rain. Opinion over certain matters. Interesting text that i found and meaningful for me. The purpose of my blog, is for me to appreciate the good things in life instead of focusing on the negative all the time. It's also a great pick-me-up when i'm feeling down because reading all my positive entries will remind me how good i feel.

3rd Day...

2006-07-27T20:55:00.000+08:00

27 July is my 3rd day of work.....on my first day of work..coincidentally falls on my younger sister's birthday that is 25th July...My work place....hhmm so far good.....OK....The only thing i'm looking forward is to work shift hours and to do my work smoothly........."work smoothly" will need a lot of time.....a lot of things to learnt....but it's great.

Oh god...Not giving up, will not give up, didn't get angry with what i said, don't understand what i said, understand me every single thing. So what i'm supposed to do????????? Arrr.........!!!!!!

TmRw fiRsT dAy................

2006-07-24T14:57:00.000+08:00

Just now, i just receive call from my working place, so i will be starting work tmrw morning. Tmrw will be an orietation. Hopefully everything will be fine and went smoothly.

Brain Freeze

2006-07-22T15:03:00.000+08:00

Today, i just seen my new neighbour, me and my younger sister, have been hoping the boy next door that will be staying next to us. Skali alamak, foreigner India guys, will be staying next to us, Mati akal seh.........hahaha......

Maybe this 2 - 3 days they will give me a call to start work next week. It will be a shift work....Gerek jugak..never tried shift work before......

Yeah........

2006-07-21T15:13:00.000+08:00

Yeah...KK Hospital called me for 2nd interview tmrw. Hopefully i can get thru the interview. I love the environment and their uniform. Cam nurse gitu. Hehehehe.........

Conversation Online

2006-07-20T19:23:00.000+08:00

Conversation online do not express ur true feelings. It doesn't show the actual tone of a sentence. This same goes to SMS. SMS meant short message service. It should be short and simple for a person to understand. That the reason why it is called SMS.